Hye..nice to meet you. let me described myself a lil bit. I'm an Asian Man, typical type maybe, not too modern yet not extremely traditional types. As a Muslim, I think i'm a moderate yet not liberal. At the time I write this post, I am 24 years. Just graduated and got my degree last year. Still seeking an oppurtunity to fulfill my dream, to become an Engineer, yet the chance is still not approaching. Now i'm jobless, specifically not hired by others to get paid for money, officially. How do i generate my income now? erm..shame for me actually..most of it from my father and mother.

The purpose of i'm blogging is just to show my feelings on what i feel. Since I'm quite shy to share my love feelings, problems or business to people around me, yet sometimes they can't be trusted!!!
At first saying it's only between you and me, no one will never ever get to know this..but finally it turns to its between me, you, he,she, they, bla..bla...

Why blogging?...I guess this way you can't even get to know me, who i really am...yet i can still share my thoughts, feelings, expression and you can do it with me too. Thanks for the great inventions of the internet.

There is something yet lingering and bothering me. Officially i'm still single..at 24 years old!!!..whenever collegues around me already have their partners, some even has officially married. I do have girlfriend, back on when i was at my 1st year in my uni. We seems get along for around 12 months, officially. And guess what, she is now has married to someone that i don't even know..hahaha..just married a few weeks ago..

My feelings?...i Dunno..but most of it is...happy..wishing that she will always happy to be at her hubby's side..

Do you realize what is the common feelings or thought that a single people like me always have?
I dunno with other single guy, it maybe same or totally different from me but to me, the most thing that happen to me is, i feel very lonely ;(

Sometimes...whenever i was sitting, or lying on my bed..alone..i really need to talk or at least playing SMS with someone i care and love. But.............i can't. Sometimes i feel like wanna cry, sometimes i get carried away until i dream about it....yeah..sometime i even trying setting my dream before i fall asleep..hoping i will get what i want in my dream..sometime it happens and sometimes if failed...;P

Looks like it enough for me to introduce myself here. I hope i can write more and more...just to make my heart feel better..much better..before this i always keep it for myslef..hiding it at the deepest coldest side in my heart. Can't you imagine my feelings? Sometimes it feel like want to explode, due to unabaility to carry it anymore. But now...i found a way..thanks to internet again...

My apologize if you find my English is bad. I try to improved and keep on polisihing on it..
Thanks a lot for reading